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Ҳ·ϣǸˮҲҪõˡţ֪ǲҵĴ˻ʳñȽԡ
ڻʳǵĴһȦһ·ˣɱ˶Ķҵһڻʳ֣֮ǰҳ˸ջǮֻڲҽݻǮһ飬ȻȻû򡣶Դ΢ʣһֱҪЩ
ţҿһԷλʳҳԵ⡸...ҲŷҸ֪ʲô֡
߸⣬Ըɾ׽յȪˮˮܹ֮ĥϸۣǺ⡣¶µ⡣
Ⱥ⡸㡣̲סһЩ
ߵҢνǰ乫ӡҢ῿һ๰ʵ
ǹӡιӡ򵥵ʺá
Ң֡롣νҰűֲš
̾˿лɡһԵˣ߽...
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ڿҢ῰׼Ŀͷһ˳˼...
ϰ첻˵ӡôˣӽ˿û˵仰
ûʲôֻǾÿ˶ƺܲһ㣡࿴ϷŵĻƿô˵ʶô죬ղżòڳʱֽ֪ơʱһδ봫˵жνƷһû뵽ǽϴʧʮԾõү಻Ȼ·
ҳͷ˵ҵѣЩֻʶûҪΪ˷...
٣˵ġٺٺ...ڨЦ
ôôЦô죬ָϵĶ㻹Ȼ·Ķȫû򿪡
ҲǣֲֽŵĶʱһֽȻļźãʵ
֪ļȽϺã·ֶǳõġǼ˵һ໻ϡ
Σ׺·ʵͦġ򿪰Ѷȫ䡣
ߵߣˮʵˮҪô죿Ʒζĺܹ֣ôɫ
ϵΣӹˮô˵һСףȥպáˮСȱߡ
ܿ𣡣ˮȵĵطƸպΣҪʹˮŲȥֱӾͿ
ոպãֻҪô̶ץˮʵ
⣡ҶֶȫȤҪΰˮ̶ڰжҲֿ顣оܾûǲ֪ЩƯĽôȥġֻϴһպˮٻ...
û뵽ô...治֪ЩôŪġ࿴Ϲŵˮô˵
ŵɢҵֽʰһ¡ŪʵǲܿҰֽŵϡżʰ˺ɢİװ...
űߴҢ˽ϿֹǡʰˡҪԶ֡Ңæ߽ʰ
˽ӹϵֽмҿڵл鷳ˡҲл
׼á乫ӡ⹫룡Ң˵껰ǰ·
·Сʵ˵ƢôЩŹ֣ǰ·ĿҢῡ
ĻæȥԯӡĸԿû˶֪ΪʲôԯνǲͬñȥȽϺáʱҢǽƫ档
˶νԯк֮ٳرǶνһԴࡣ
롣Ңῳ÷
ַԼ˿ӣڷ...ĸϰÿꡣ
һԵӼһ˷С桸Ҫʲô˵һҰвˡ˵ͷͳԣ
ԱŵĶνЩȣҢ῿ʵ⹫Ӷ乫ƺ൱ϤνͣĿӡ
̧ͷá˵껰ּһҵƣϳԲˣҪ֪ǶԶùʱڣٹþ붬ˣʱٳԲҲڳúá.........˵ĿյͣİѲ˼иңｲ༰ĻÿҢĿɿڴİСʳɨ...
ҳԱˡٵĳķңס
㲻Уϵķ˻һ뻹δٶһ㡣ųĸ⣿ǸһٳԣǿúưѸ⵱¾ƲˡٶһЩôõĲ˲̫ϧ......ҨһŵҵǰҪֲ֪㣬Բ̫һΣζôõ̫ϧˡ
ĺһƽֻ԰˷ֱѾԳˣҴŻθʹֻθж󰡣ΪʲôԵôණ
ùϵĵҰڶûԣЩ᲻ҵʳһ迴һºü̾θ޵׶ԱʼҢ̸Цһǵĵ컨׹һôߡ
λ乫ӡĹƫ
Ңῲ[ۡ乫ӣīøе⡣
ڡī֪ΪʲôҪվߵ¡
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˵ͷӦ
īһۿҢࡸɷ˽̸Ҫ˵Ȼرܡ
Ң῵ͷ룡߻طڡīҶѾ֪Ҿ̫ӡ
乫ϵҧ˿ǿߵҧˣī˷俪ھʡ
Ȼ֪ҲûҪ˵CֵӣīϲŵСĬ
īϥ¹΢̫ӵ¡
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īͷȻ˵˼
ôϳҵģֻƾſǼ仰ôϳҡ
ī̧ͷңֹ...ֳ︡ҪĴ𰸡
ˣִѾõҪľ͹ˣñ˵û뵽ҴӸﴩ·аţīڳʱע⵽·ϵİţִϵҧȷҵݣصع֪ͨϢ
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˾˿ϢԴ뿪ٽ֮ûӹ˾˵ţ֪Σ
Խܻػʳǡī˵
һ߾˾ˣһȻ㿴˾Ρ
ī뿪֮һվԺ棬ƮϸһΧҵߣ̧ͷ...Ƕ֮
ߵҵߡƣΪζǲǱʲôʵ
תͷƲνվԶҡֻٴȷϰ...ԶνΣҪôܷ...
Ǿͺã˿ȥĶĳþûһˡ˵껰Ҿܡ
ĳһûüܾͱ˳ȥһ·̲סԹôôƻ˵飬ÿζ߰㣡

վڶĳ￴Ʊڶ̨ǰעӣǿŷ۵ĳ嶯˳͵֮Ȼ۶ģ
ơ㲻ѣ˰ͷҡ
ҡͷлǸѸ׵˾ǷһƨɶծųǻȡǮ
Ĳ棿һΡ
ࡣʾͰһ˶һ˻ؿ˯˵ҽ˯緹ѣھ˯ţڴҲúá
ðɣĵתϵĶľ֡
ߴԯ乫ӶԶĳĹ淨ƺ̫´Ϻ˿ס
...뵱ÿ˶ֽƣҳ˽֮淨ȫһϲͨ
ԯֵνⷽĸ֣乫ӿ̶νԯָŴӺ̨߽ĳĵĶννһ볡ΧһȺĿ͵̣νҡ
Ȥ˵òš˵νŴӶĳǮڽϻòǰͱ˳
û뵽ĳһѡ乫ӹȻͨķ...ԯ˷ݳ
ԯƣеĿųˡϷŵĶעתսνĶľֻ֣ǮѹİѸղֵĶĽֶľֻ֡Ǯ֮վ˹...
ǻȥɣô˵
ԯûֹȥ˼ĳȥ
ȳ˶ĳ೤̾˿ˡһƣ۵ӡ
ʲôˣѲΪǮΪô˵ҹϵɧ¡
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˵Ǿɣû뵽ʿҲԼŵĸ֮Ϩƺ·ҹĹâ飬ǰ˺ðŷһͷצɫ·ͬīҲܻע⵽ֻĴڡҴĿΪ˱Ұɣ·ͷ˼...

ƣƣ...ûҵšûѵĻ˵Ļ쿪ţ...಻ͣĽŰҵ֡
ھǰᷢҲĶ׷ꡰС˹׼׵ſ߳ȥɨصͷ˺üأĿҢῡνû˯ԯֻ࣬ûŶͣ죡
ƣΪβţ˺þá㿴ǹˣϵҲԱس˯Ȼſţղ˵緹гϳıԹǳͷɨصɨѵڵ϶û֣ڿлš
Ѿɳŵ߾磬ԶķϻȥĳԣյҪȥԵӦúܲŶԣЩڴ֪ҹȥԵʲôͬ
ʱ֪ˡص˵
ĿҢ῿ʡ⹫Ӳͬаɣ֪ҢῴвӦҪƤ˼̧ͷŸֶ̫˲֮ǰסڿջϰߣһ˿ŴңշŴУǴĳҢǣٷ֮ٹôģ
ȻȻЦ˵
ߵʳҵĲгصȥĹСҢǵȻûӡһȻעӵĿ꣬˵Сʱʱ͵顣
ߵһС̯ǰŸƣ̨ϵϡ
Ųɲû뷨ӹŷ̨ϵһֻǺܸɾףҨһŸɱ⽷Сձθۣ
Σ࿴ҵķӦʵ
˵ʵȻһ㣬ʵ㲻ͷûʲôϵ
ҳ֮һ̯˼̯ҾͳֹĳԷˡֳԷҹдͷԵβһСɹɵƶɵձ˺С
ٳԼ̯ҲȥĳҲáһ㣡ŰĴ˵
飬ŬϵձܶŵĿҢѾЩ㣬νԯһЩϡ㣬ѾԵһ⽡ӡһձһ붹һŷţϻһ㻹δŴԼ
صһ˰Ķɨɾñ˵ʱҢԯﴫȻ֣νǳȫࡣ
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ϽӲ֡...㹲һƥ𣿡࿪ʵ
ͷӦࡸáûԤϵ಻ķʽò˶һˤǰŲóλ
ϲֻŵ󣡡мұãֽץҵµ
Ļֻĸо𣿡ѵҲлµĶƽͱϺǺЦ
ƣ͵Цô͵Цϵ߱£鷳ʱһֱǿ˫ģӲЩ󣬽̤ʵصĹ......ڱͣ˵šһξĿҢ̸ȴȲͣϢĻᣬνĸڸԯӳһԲ۾ϴתƫƫҲĻ̽˼⼸һһֱ̽˼ʱ򣬻᲻Ӱ쵽ϴˮһΪֻҸˮһҲˮֻ÷
ͣԭǿԵոϻؿ԰ֻ಻ϸ·ֻҵطҹ
νסߵɽ˰ǰƬҰ޳ûǾЪһҹ·õ˵׿϶ν˨סƥһӣҪҵľάһҹ
ҿڴ¡֮ǰʱϰˣûʲô˵ġ
νҡǾͷ乫ӡתͷ˵ҵɲ˳ץЩҰζܻ᲻ùƲ㿪ʼۼϿ»ϴꡣ
߽ʯѹǽɢŴССʯ飬̤ŸɵӲݡƵϵĴʯͷں󷽣ϲĽϵӲݣýϵӲݶѵһԺߵΧݣѲݴطӲݵ档ڷΧҵһӣҴӷšӵǽ߶ѷ˴ĲݣҰ˨ŵȫǣ˨ڷ棬ڵڷӵϢ
ԯõĲԯ𩿴ӿ˵ɾٺˡѲڵϡҵһ۶ϵĿ񡣡ԯ˵ͬʱνҲŲ
ϷŵĹνʵҵõˮûˮǳŲһҹģװˮﱸá
νùĹӡǸȵĶ԰ɣȥˮ乫𡣡ν˵첽߳ӡ
ߵһЩ֦ԯվһԿҷʯýһߵӵĶࡣ֦ľ񽻵󣬰ľϵƤһߣûʯûɿƤĴϵĻǿٵıɻƤƤľ棬һƤƣʱľ֦ձһһ
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ԯһĨɱ⡸Ȼǵ£ǸеֻǲޱΪϲ˶νιأһ
ԯ˺αʡ...ɱ˷ܣϧȲϸɢƣ
ԯ̧ͷҡʽסԯѹŭ
ԯӺβ˵һףӰŵĽƱطǳȤһʣҲһˣ
ԯ˵ֻҪӦҪ󣿲԰³̫ӵ£̫֮λ
̫֮λѲԯΪӡҾ̫֮ܵλԯ𩣡̫ˣ̧ԯ°ͣ˵
ԯʶתߡϰŵ¼͵³ҹӵ䲻ΪİΣΪһӵ»عʱ...ɿԯ𩡣
̫ˡԭԯ֪Ҿ̡̫Ϊˮ֮󱻸ͳڸʰźõ뵱Ƶݳڽϣʴҳ汻ԯ𩵱̽ҡû뵽ʵ갲ҷ¡ϷȻԯ𩡣ԯ̫ˡ
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Ѳԯ˵̫ӵµ...ڿҰԯһ㣬˵¶˵ûôˡ
ԯɫ΢䣬Ѹײڶҵĸ˳ưסֿ֣סԯĲӣСĬܵݼԯԯӵҪڵҶԸԯ˴´ࡣսֱ֣Щʹʱžϵ˿ڲŸϣһѿˣǸ
㵡Žԯϡ......㣡Ϊɱ֣Ÿճ־ͱ˿סѨϵ׵ԯʵ
ղ˵ʱ㣬һʼҾͻȻֹԣ֪ԯɵϲŵСĬջؿϵ֡
ķڷԯһ˲ջʧ̬
ץСĬ棬ý˼ڻάֲԯ˵ĽΪΣһ֪ϵõʲô...
ԯ𩿪˵ҪֻһϣܹöνߡҲνڽһĵλ䲻ҢһɲܱµİȫڵϵȴҵĻش
ܵõӰȻǲԣҲҪĻΪҪνߵĶҶָֻνֻǶλ䣬ûʶڵңȻҵɹȥǸӰӡ
о仰񲻵ò˵ˡԴʮǰһǧ¶νʼνϵΪ׵ΪųνԯĬһ¶Զν˵ֻǶˡڶνʲôҪ...ԯ𩿴ô˵
̾˿¶νǸסΪʲôǲף길ͶνΪþɡֻڳһ...
ϣ˼...ԯ뿪˵ʲôʱ⴫Ңĳԯæվ...
һҢͺȻ͵
ԯ[ۿࡸôвԶ
ʼ粻˵ǿǹ˵ġ
ղƲҵһйܵԯһһö
һץָм䡸Ӱŵˣôʵ
ԯаЦ֪ʡ
ָԯ𩷴ֽסôİѰջ
ע⵽ഹᴥϵˮԯҢΰڹۿ...
Ңõɢľԯ˵ԯȥץЩҰζҪˡ
֪ˡԯ߳Ӻ󣬿ҢҲ뿪ߵ
ȶνŹӻصϼżֻҰҰһŵͬʱ...
ñܿ꣬νȥˣˮôãԯ𩿴ŶνôʵЩ...
ԯӻóһҶӰŵİҵһЩ
ֽӹʵơ￾Σ
ҵͷӦ...ЩҰԿȥ
ߵűһЩͿĨ棬һͶ￾šù˰ҹﻹҰ޵ĵκҹǳߵңڲ˼ԯſ۾ҡ֪ʲôȻѡ񱣳ּĬöνߵȻû⣬ֻҪôԯ𩡣
ҴӦ㡣ҿöνҵߣԯ𩱳ңʱͶνӰ...
ԯվߵҵߵϥ¡Чǰ֮ˡ
û뵽ˡԯҲΪӰŵĽӰҵͬʱѾǵϵǡɱ·ûһɿĺΧʱֻб˲ʳˡϾ᫵ɽ·ԯĿǶӰ˵Ǹ·...
ʱߵνߣҡѶνʱ򣬶νſ׽סҵ˵һ...
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֣ν˵...Ƕѡҵߡȥҷθɱңһ...ҲΪκһԼ
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乫Ϊ̾...ԯڱȲָڲ輸ϡ
ǰ...Ϊ̾...ν³ŵ֮󣬻ص԰˾ʧˡԯҵߡ
ԯ㲻ҪΪι˶ӡ֮һˣ粽ĸߣҲ˳
...ԯſͱҴϡˣ죬ҵǳᷳɢһѹֵ...ҴӦԯɲΪ߷̡
ԯƢҲðʾˣԯҷǳĲΪεҲã
Ҳһֻߣ˦뿪䡣ƤЦⲻЦ̬˴ĵúãżֻ·ϵ⣬ʱ䶼okڵԯҶûµıҪ
һվڿ԰ڵطϡٲ˴롣Դӻص԰ʿսҵĻС԰ԺҢرסԺԺֻĹס
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ԯ𩻺ҡ¼ȻҪߣΪδӦҪ󣿡ͳػ
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΢΢һЦڵԯӲҶˮĴ̿͡ˡаѪԯƵӰ֮ӦΪԯĽԸ
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ȫȨ㣬㰮ôôͺñȻʱƸӰһֻҪλؾ˾ͿӰš
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ѵ...תӶνվⰧ˵Ŀҡϣ˯öֻ࣬Ǳ۵ϢԯЧҵʱ򣬶νλڳΣ˳ԯùҪȻôôպãһδƽһ...ͷʹ롣
乫ӡνߵҵô˵
ıԯץoᡣ½ⷭ...
νƽ½ǡ
վʱлͷˡǽ˾µĽʿҿŶνôšνϵŸʵ꽻ĽѽǸ׵ģνȷϵ
ǡνѽҵϡ
ӿӶҲѺۣóпΪβһѣڵĶνܹԼһʺϵĽϡ
ĳ...νᡣʱνһĸ...
ѽν޲ʵ佣ϺõĺɣֻҪ޾ܻȻһ¡
ϣģһ˼ȥνջؽСĵĴŽ
ҺһҲôӦԯģִŵ˸е£ǲ뿪⡣ת뿪֡뿪ν...
ߡνסҡ
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˽ңƾʲôô϶...̫ĳŵһ㣬ܲκεĿһƣ
ѿա÷...ҢʱӦǡɫŶνʧƲͷ뿪¶νһ...
صԺ߻طţϴŵĻ...ܸܲңҵ׸ô......ץŻҲ֪룡
ʱҢˡӻص԰֮Ңῳ첻ӰææԷʱҲǴҴææ˼ڷָ֮Ź뿪ڿ԰ҹ䣬ѰһЩֵһٷûԶپͷ뿪طϢҹ߳԰Ȼ԰Ǵ꼻
ҹʱ֣ҳԴڻǰ¹ȴʢһxǣסǷڻ϶һ仨
...ϸСĿڼžҹϵһϵ෭ѩ׵Ļһ˲̻һֿ...
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ڲ緹ʱҢῴæϯƬ̺Ļصò͡
Ϊߣν뿴ſҢôʵ
Ң῰صķϡ˿԰ĳӡͻȻڻʳǵͣеʮֵջ...
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Ңϵķŵ¹̹޵һ⹫Ϊ֪󣿡ҢῶĻеɻΪò׾Ҫֵĵ̣һϦ֮ͱ˸ˡô֪
ǰǰҢͺ˭֪һǰд˵ѳ۸һλʮŮӡҧſô˵
Ңü˵Ůӣм˼ҾǲչѼӷˣҢû뵽Ȼᱻռ˸ˡ
˵Ů˵̽Ϣִ...νô˵
Ң῵εĲʣȫŮӵϡҵһŮӡٳͣҢһһ˳ȥ...
ԯ˵ҢοǰŮ˿ҪС...СӲô׾ͷõĳӡ
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ٺٺ...Ǻ...ǺǺ...緹ѵûܣܵҷЦš
ǳԴҩǲǡôˡʣֻЦʵ˻Ƥ
ٺ......Ң...รǺǺ...Ϸʵ˵
...ҿΪЦôˡӵŮˣбҪѿҢһǶԷҪȻԺпͷԣ׷޲
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Ϊ㣡ˮ֮ǰҶĸʹöġˮʱᵽõˮҾͲҪô࣬ȻȥһЩʿ
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һ԰̫ʲķԸҷĲ輸İΰᵽķ֮УŴҵķǰѱ̺ú̫ʲ˽乫ӡ⹫ץ֮ǰʱ乫ӷ...ԯŰνһͬ˽
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ϡ̫ȥһˡ˵
...òʲô˰ɣұ߲߱²ĸҵ⣬һ·ϴС̫빬ŮӹԣҿڶԸʵĸΪһͬţϴѾӦĸûعҲû½ӣĸȥʵǺ֣
ūҲ̫Ϊڴʱղ梼ҴҪūϣūûϸ...С˵
ң̫Ѱˣ뵽ҼӿŲĸȥĸվڴһҾͿ˵նղСĵջ˵ն̥λϷҪ˴˵ն岻ʣ²ͻعȻնܻع뵽³ȥ...
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ǻܵһԲסĵͷĸһģǴǰǳ
һ硣ĸ١λšһλ̫ҽڶĻ³黳̥ŸµáҲĴ...
뿪߳οҡ࣬µġ
ϣ...ӱҪðܴķաǳʲôϣܱסãûкļҲȽסĸһȥڼƱز˺

ĩ...ҶӵòʱոҲˡһꂠǷ˳Ȼ˵ǰ࣬ҲǸոպãϵĘb۱ȥߡĻҲѾע⣬Χˣ˵ݵ㣬ֻҪз紵ݶܵòӰνߣѵٶȿܱȣҲɵץǲǽҡ
ϡ΢˵λΪտĴб΢뼸λ󳼼ΪҲ۷.........һ糯ʱةͻȻվôࡣżλ󳼣ȫµĵӡһԵǸΪȻĿ...ǱȽĹңʵҲ佫Ĺ٣Ȼ˵Ҽλһ꣬Ȼû볡̡ȫµߣõ٣˾Ǳ߹ش󽫣ȻҲǽһԱΨһ׽Ĺֻ̫Դ󲿷ݵȻұȽ䡣
ӡƽ˵տڷ̨...
ةԵһ㶡̫ʼźӵŵÿġ
ȻΪüôԼҲ±ȽϺá...Ӧһ
īû˵ǶҳϸʼҵġտࡱҲ졣ż︸Ÿǣû˶˵Ļе...
糯˳ڵ²ĳɧѵ佫...
Ȼصл˵ӡűīǱʡҷеıóʱſڡϣ糯ʱᵽ̫ᵽտӡ̫ڿ
˲...æſ˲ᡣ
Ȼһ֮²֪ôӻ...
һᣬתͷȻԸµľѾ͵˰ɣ˰Ѿɵջ;...ǰЩһ˿˲š˵ʲô׼ĲƥҲĸǰ˻˵ô⼸ͻˣºǰһҲ뿪...ֻҽڸ...
ǣȻͷת뿪
ҿӰŲߵҵߡϡ湫𣿽̫˻Ҫ˺Щҩ뿪ʹ
......˿ڲ迴Ŵ֦ϲϵҶӡ
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ѩһƬһƬƮµʱĸûصӵԭŸճĺӻعϷ˲Ըճ뿪ڼңǿҵķػʹͬĸĲ빬ŮʱõϢңЩŮ˵Ϸ˸ԸջӣһλѺӴߡĸȻ֪£ҲãҲ޷ڼҵļ
ϣսšӵý˻ʹĴæ
ߵſĸ˲ãŻǻĻǣҿο͡ˣȻȥ÷ǰĻô˵̲ס¶Цݡ
Ȼȥ׼õķʱվǰ۵һ޳......
׼ԵĶȻصϴ˰Ѳ˶...Ŀ޻һãĸʾҴûǰסĵط
һ·óҮҮŵʪˣһͬ޵ڼҵĹŮҲǵͷᡣԵĹŮۿĸǡվסСǰʰɾ̿Ҳɢȶ¶ȣˮҲ׼ˡ
õͷĸǶȊ˵껰뿪СߵĸסĴǶϴġ
һĸĹͿĸ·£ڴҡնڼܵʵǿȥˣҿնڹڼҡĸɫÿ¡ĸһڼҵλҲǲƽĵͷ
ҪŮĸյڵߵĸ߰˵˹ĺӻڼңôܰڹ˵ҲͱΪѻ...ȹ˵ɣ
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Ҫȥ֪ͨڴ˼...ΪӦûڹϷ˸ԸջӣûڼҲֻĿԼĺӣӶСĸϣڹڼңҴӦÿ»飬Ͼĸ׶źӲܣֻҪڵһ죬ôҲûڼҡ
ĸߵĹŮ̫վԲ˵ΪѵĿŵذ岻ҳʱ˵ϡƼܵڵūŲô
һع񲻽ʵڵˡ˸ﲼô
æ˵̫빬빫һͬţҲΪùתľ
ĸҲˡ޻鷿ۡ򵥵˵ﰭְžͶˣ
߻鷿·ҿĸ·Ҳˣ֪ĸνĹǲǰ·λ
...ūŲȫû뵽һôʡ
þûǵϢˣһʱתͷԳ˵ȻĸЩǣȥ˶еĸһ٣
ǣӦһ˵
û˵ӣ·»ڲ֮ʹҲӲ...ҲʲôҲʲôᣡ
ū׻˼ūŻùһУϷġҵô˵
ص鷿˿ǰ֮ʵܲ...

붬֮ѩԽԽ...
·ı߾ϳһȺ񣬴ӱ߹ظϻػʳͨʿҹҳͨ꣬յ糯ǵûͣʱҲ˵Ĵƥʲô˼Ҫ˰Ѹùľɾ͵߹ȥعصĴ󽫡ҪջǵΪֹ...Ϊ񲻿ƽ޹ʵĳ֣·ڸʲôҵģ
ͰЩȫ͵߹ȥˣҵĻôʵ
˵ͷǫʱڱ߹أûϴĻ...ܻӣһһֱڴߡҪĴҪҵǷһλ͵µľ
˵·ʲôҩ˲...ĿǰֻЩڳ񣬲ء
ʱߵ߷¡ͺã
ڴһѰСĬӰһ˵Դ·صϢ̫֮λ˷ûʲô
Ϊ·ĹֻװĿΪЩȸĻǡʿǽϿ˵
ͷ˸һۡԭˣҾ˵ôͻȻֻҴûҪԯɱ·̫ߵĻ··ˣӲ
·οܻỻλµ̫ӣеĴҲϴƣӦûỻ²ˡߵùץŵ档
ڴץץͷʱ˵ɣԹ...ôȽϼ֡
סҵ֡пҢĻҪźʱ
𣿡̧ͷЦЦҢ顣ôٶ۵˶븸һˣҪ飿
ַҵͷ˵̶ĺҲ˲𣿡
...ϵþ˵㡣֪ӻ᲻ᰲȫҲұ̫ϣ
...кηʸҵô˵
ҲǣΪеӲǳسͽŮӣҲȥ̽ǡûعʱ磬λŸĸӵӶӦú⣬λӵĶԲİ˳ɻǹ̫Ҳ˵ϲӵĿ̫ͣĲ̥ץСĬ·Žߵ
ʰҸǺñӿʵô̫ˣ
û...ֻˡѾûرҪӵ
ʵַҵϣҲ̫࣬˳Ȼɣôοҡ
...šЩ²ǵżɵģֻܵʱ˲ܿڳüչҲǰ취תסұ۾...
108

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㵽߹أ̫ðˣ糯ͣȰš
תһǵĳֻҡͷ¾ôˡҲ߹أɷģ⼸븸˺þãصҪ˵·һ˰ҴǱߣ˺üŵ·ȥΪһ壬Ҳȥɣ
ǻϣֻˣʵūŲİҹŻعûӣִ㵽߹ȥᵣĵ...š
ӻ֡ͱ˵ˣҪҴǸڽѡľӢ¾ܸϵ߹أӦòҪ£ҲѾ̫뼸λĵسҲҶŲʲô⣬˵Ҳһȥޱס
...ūּ֪ı䲻ҵ⣬ֻ뿪ҪĶ
ǰŲŻص鷿̫ž͸²İǰĶøҡϣҪϳģЩΪٲĵط١
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ϳԵϽǡ̫Źâּĵ뿪鷿
뿪ʹΪеģҲΪԼʱ뿪еȨһλԹŵڵľơȻҪ뿪һ...Գ˵ȽϺãܲŸʡҶԸ飬ŽҳЩį·ҩһʰҪŵ
£лҪ˵ڳ׼뿪ʱҽס
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ҵĶǳյģȻϵóĸҵϣ...
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ͷǵá
ǸʾôҶһԣҲվͲֳյһѾˣҲпڲ֪ĵط
Ҳǳϲ˵æҡͷϣǧ˵ֻĶūŶ
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Ҳ֪ԸΪҸһУô̫˽Ӧ۷ʲô¡㶼úúõģǹӲдҲԷ
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޿˼ˮеˮҿҪֻ
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īߵʾҡǰﴦһСĻǶš
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ʲôǺηʿȻװŪѰԴ
һվŵĽǣҼ˵ǿѹŮΪ檡˽ͨǿΪ֪ʼٸ߾㣡
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īһ˵΢⡣ΪЩԴطϣЩΪٲĹԱ
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΢ѽ͵͸ֻݲֿЩ㣬飡һҲֱ˵ĸЩñ߹صݲ㡣ȻҲüͷ...
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ʻʱᵽɫ俪Ҫұ֤
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Ӣ΢еĴʯءҵ㲻ôϬˡ
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...ЩѩˮͲˡڶˮе㲻ʵʣһӾͻɱ
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รʵûһ㣬Ҳ֪븸ʻһĹϵ
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˽̸̸̿Ϳڱʾ⡣
󵨣ΪϷߣô¾ϴӵϷ齣ָŴ̿͡
Ӵ̿жΪζҴӦҪ⡣
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ڰ仰һܰοʲôأ
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һش𡸻·˽ҹִ֮ĺƽʹ˻һڱ߹ôãȻ˽ҵ⡣
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ҵĻĵ˵·һҹȻ߾΢սºܿͻ١
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Һ˼ʱһվߡϡѾ׼׵Ƽ԰š
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˶һ̾µļȣԶõһһԣŶĲȣҲĺζڡ
Ӧһͷҿʦˮѧȫ𣿡ԭΪѧˮȫ֪ѧȫ
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ҡҡ֣ĻԵĹ졸òţ³ˡ
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׽ŲˣҺ˵...š...ܲһֱôίһȻһص
Цôᡣ
¿еĲʡ...·̫ʱô죿ٹ˾ҪˣȻд㣬ڹҪһ²С
㡣ν˵
ͷҴ̫ӰѪûٽӼ...ûô򵥾·˼ҡתͷŸʼв˵ӣƺһڣʵͷĽеľι
...һ񡣡촽ô˵
Ц......ú棬ʲôһ񰡣
ʶң̾˿...ǲ顣
飿ɻĿŸ...
...§סҵҿø
ҿڡ̫ǰ˵Ҳ飬ŻдʫҶʫʷĻ۸֮̫ǳΡ
Ǹ顣̲סֱӡ
ʲô˼
̾˿ⷽ治ϵһǲ...
ϸ룬ʸòڵɣ촽ȥǲϰ߸ӡ...Ժֱ˵ҪȻҲᶮġ
ţҧҵĴ㲻Ļ...
170

·̫ĵ죬һ󳼴д͵ʱԶѪ̫ҩ֮£·һӴĴ󳼣漴ӽѪ˳˺͵ҵǰ...򿪺ӣ˺üȳҩ֮⻹һţ̯дҩ·ѪƵģĿϣܷŻȥ
£˴ϹĻ˵
һ̫߽鷿һˡ
...̫
֡Ƶ̫ǰ
ʼ...ֻ̫ĥ˵
΢΢һЦô޿ɲΪ·дŸޡ
̫ҡͷīζ...Щ֬ζ
ǱʱдţЩ̫ǣȥ̫
̵̫ĸһžͱ̫ǰīϵðɣ
ī·ʺרõī...̫㵵˵
ҿڡ˵ǻʺ˴ġ̫޼ǵûĸӦò·ʺɣ
̫ϻش𡸻ϡ׵µĸ䲻ǻʺȴǻʺáҩӦȥʺŵġ
ӣҿڡǾͼ̽ⶾ·̫ӴӦʲôҪñͣսЭ飬ҪȻɾ鷳ˡ
ǣ̫Ѫҩ˳ȥ
̫ʱڡ΢һˡ
ͷ˵ˡϴεѡˣ˵ˣûϡ
...Ǵ·ġ̫СĿڡ
·...Ӧǲ̰ˡڷԸ
̫߳鷿һһλɫµ˽΢μϡ꣡
ĿŹǰˣǲ̰ûֻΪ̫֪·̫ϡȻ̫ΡҲ˵ʲôֻ...
̫۾תת鷳
̾˿...εĿڡȥɣԭ飬ˡ
̫һߣץۿʼġҲǸʻعĹϵͻȻӲ١òˣ͹ŵʱ䡣ͷ̫ЩŭѾ˺üˣûҵܺˡ
߻޹߽ϡ̫ʵţū֪̫ͨ˵æ˵
֪ˡѲ÷ˡҶԸ
߽޹ֻʶǰĿڡ۶Щ
Щ̫໹ǲУͻȻôʵ
ͷ...ʵϲΪ֪ұֵ˼ֻһֱŲڡ
ѾīȻˡסҵ˵
ô죡һЩʱ˵ȻٿǿǣΪͲϲλ
...ȻҲСˡֱסҡ
ֱסʵͷҵǰīô˵ȻҴϼ꣬Ǹóˡ
ϼףֻô˼һֱûᡣ˵
ͻȻָ򡸸ôͻȻ֣
ȻˣǾ㰲š...㲻ҲڵȻԼס̧ͷֱֱĿҡ
֪ˡԭףֻǳٳûлᡣ
ʰԵ˵˵...һ˵ġ
ԭôģҵͷϸʵĴеĶ...ֻ²Ȭˡôʱ䣬һк֢һ㣬ŻתȻ
ʰסҵĲӣͷҵ͡ѵøǿưԵ˳ӵǸ...
ʷſң̲סʡ...һϲǿȣ
ָ̽촽̫СģڴҲǿҡջͻȻһԭ
óһֽҡġ
ͷֽЦΪǻֿϹġгһˡ ̶ֽ̼˸ʡ
...Щʹıסҡ
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Сӣ̫ڴķſҡ
ڴ...Ÿʵͷӡһǡһǵ¡ǰʦԤԣһֻ֪һֱװɵˡ
ʡһֱ̫׽̾˿
׸ʡ...ĸЩЩϰߡ
171

Ҹ߸̫强ʼⶾϢ󣬸ڴһҲͣ·Ķôˣʵ
ûʲôʰַҵϡ
ƫͷôûʲôۣߵҷˮ...ڶԽӽҵ˸ӵľ䣬Ҳ֪ڵʲô
һϴҷˮ߻ʵ
ʳĬһ...
ʳĬҿڡ㲻ˡѵøûʲô¡
ǲ...ĥ˵...˷...
ְסʡ˷֣ĿھˡǵݣĻЩ˶໰ɱ˾ˡԺ
ʳĬһò˶ָȢ
˭Ȣ£ҵжʮһ븸ʡ·ȵȻ٣ЩӦ֪Ҷѡ뵱ķУΪŴսҵļޡ
Цյฮ...ǧҵ˺ü...
...Ȼ򵽸ϣ
ֱסҡǵ㴺ҩһ
ҩ̲סʵ·¼...ɶ񣡾Ȼҵ...
Ц˳...
Цһסʵ졸
ʵϴĵط̧ͷŰ뿪ٵ뿪޹...
ҳӱסʵ۾㲻Ҫ
ʵЦЦ...ʲôɵ㣬Ҫʰɲס
...㲻ǲ⣿ΪʲôҪ
ҵʹһתҡ˵...һС»ôľӪڻʹʱ仹Ǳ...
[ۡ...סʵķĥܱһͺˡ
̡Ϊôǵǰϲ...ѹסҵһ

̫ǰǰŽѣȷû֮ѪȥƳĽҩ
ڳĴǰųãҿڡ...
תͷҡ...
֡ú...û߷̣޻治ϰߡ
ͷ۽ǻˮ...
·ԸЩūȥȻ鷿ˡ˵껰վվűߵ̫һţϲ[۾...
תͷųЩĵ̫塸۾...
̫ϣĶϾһʱ䣬˵ӡ
ʾ׺סĵطȻк֢˶Ҳǰһ˰...
ߵ鷿ǰӴ·̫ӵĴ󳼹Ժеȴš
ƽƽʡ·̫Ҫ𣿡죬̲סˡ
ڵͷѻ͵·̫Ƕ
ǣ漴롣
̫εĳų·̫ôˣƽʵ
ȻµĴ󳼻ڡ̫ǻʺϵճ֮ӣʺ̫֮⻹Ů̫֮ԻᱻΪ̫ӣΪʺ·ж̫ӸٴĵĴ󳼡ԭȹٳٲ̫ӣΪ׵µĸչĹù...
΢΢ҡͷ˵˽񡣡ùֶŮ޸ͬһˣ·ҲǺɫ
ǣΪ̫ӵδѹ׵£·䱧Ź̬ʵϴƫ̻̫ӵ¡䲻׵ΪͻȻʹ...ҹ΢ΪӦ̫ӵơųɫ˵
֪ԼͷʲôоЦȥ̽ϵó𣿡
ųͣһ¡Ӧϲ
ǺáȥЩҩȥôԸ
ų΢ּ
172

յ죬һ˶鷿ۣۣʹæòɿԭεףҵ֮⣬Ǹʻع״ڳϯʽϣҲ·̫ӳϯ
󣬸ƿ˽æôʡ
...áˡҷ±ô˵
ߵҵ¡˲ټҾ졣...ʲô
̧ͷᣬȻܵǰҲֱӰָ顣λĹ˼ɾĻȻȢҵǧ΢Ĺ;ʵϵİ
...ָҵҵıǡ
ۣҲڸʵϡ...ʻعδ˱˵ܲ⣬еһŲ޹ȫ̤鷿һ
...ЦҵĴżһҲ
תʵϣ§סʵĲӡĲֻܱҪԵĵطºۼΪʲôܱѵøʻعڲ糯˵...
...Ļ¶һĨЦݡ
Ц...ֻڸʱŻ¶ЦݡζЦݣʵ޷İ...
ʱ˱ҡҪ㣿
ͷ...֪ΪʲôǾøʹֵֹģ״ʲô
븸뿪鷿һ·ϿŹŮ̫𹬵ƣʹеĻСյùޱȣֱ̾˷ѵͰ㹻ƽʱĵ
ص޹óһոµۡϾצϸͬĽ߲...
治ۡ
л̫ʿ佱
ӹ·ԭæһĳءϾǽġ
ͼǹĻʦġ̫ʵĻͼֽòͬ巨صϻ˸߲ҵ˵
үүҺĿۣԭүүĵôãȫͬһĶЩŤͼ
̶...òûȥղƷĲֿ⣿Щȡ
ҡͷֻ֪мֿרŴʵרõƷһ˵ֻڻʵ»ʵǻʱŻ򿪣ͻȻλҵģĿǰõȻǸʹƷû´ʽλµۡۻǸʵ˼ҪҲŲỨǮ...
มʿһۡ
ˮţ˺ü̫ʡϣԡϴ
ȥʷԸ
ǣٵ˳޹
ߵԡүүĶܶ𣿡ҼǵǼֿúܡ
̲סЦ˳̡ô򵽸游ˣ
ͷƳ˸һۡУȻ֪ˣõĶȻҪƼãҪȻŲø
ϲͺáߵҵߡ

Ὺʼǰ븸һߵĵ԰ʱĵ翪Ʒֻ֣еζҲŨһ·ϣ֮ˡߵȻԼõĵطֻȻſĽվڻ֮С
΢μϡȻŽܹ¡
ŽһȻڡƽȻɫɫ̥ǣ˼ɾƺλԼĹ
лϡȻķŽʱīҲŽ˹...ķһңǽӲǻæݡ
ĿڡȻȷҪȢҵǧ𣿡
ǣȻ
䡸޻ϽסӦҲͬɣҶŽʵ
ڵûлشҵʻ
īû֮¡ʵӣźۼŸ뿪ʱߴʱȻ˵鲻ҲӦҿɲĶ
173

̡㲻ô˵ҲڹССʡ
ſסӵ֡ˣûǸܾҡֻ...֮󣬾ͻῪʼ￼ȻȢ˽֮ΪҴ档ҲЩᷳĶ...
Цѵá
...ҵƢʵ̫õġ
ٰĳڻʹһĻ԰븸վСԵǰӵ
ҵԸС̫ࡸȥ·̫ģ
С̫ͷٵԣ˶ĵطȥ...
......·̫ݶ̸С̫˵š
ݶҲǣ׸Ĵôܲ££ƿһľ
ʼû˵С̫ࡸʲôʱ򣿡
̫ʣٰʱʱС̫ϻش
аʱ̧ͷȥϳѩ첻ǣ֪ôˡ
ʵͷ...
ѩ븸סĵطϳָͣ...
...ŵϳΣϵĽıӺܿľͰŴ۾ҡ⺢ӵɸɾΪȲ͸Ū
һϳֳҵ۵ҽСˮ...ûпˮﰧ...
ֽӹ޳˳ӡ˲١
ʶӦ...ûˮ
ϳڸжȥ۵ıˮҽСʰ޾ٵԶԶⱻϳεĿˮ絽⺢áô˵
ϳЦҲǶˡ
ʰѺӽúջϳΡ
ǡϳεֵ̿ĽӹϳΡ
߳סĵطС̫ӭϡʱѵ
ҵļ硸߰ɣ
ͷôȫоգ
ĳ˴ǵļҾ졣
򡣡븸һ֣ȫ񣬵Ȼ·̫Ӽֻվ
ֱ䡸ƽ֮
׻˵꣬ҵͷʾ⸺Ĵ󳼿ʼղż·ӳʻûطҪ
ǧƪһɣ븸ȳһЩˣǲͣĺȾơҲǺ˲پƣõ类˷˳ȥͲлؼˡ
ᵽһǰ˿ʼ΢΢Ʈƣʡ
վ
еĴȫվ...
վͲ糯ˣɣվ
̫ʣͻϣ̫˵
һ߳סʵӣƮƮȻĸоеˬС
û°ɣַסҡ
һҲãþûôˣе㲻ϰߡ޹Ÿʵӡ
ص޹ѾƵҩ׼ˡ
ӹƱһڹ¡ʲôζʵ...ģ
ūҲͽūµѾҩ޹Ŀҡ
ǣҵķ򡣰·ֱңұ˽ȥ
һ޹ǱϣСĬĥΆƤ...
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ʼ硸֪ӷڻԷ׷ĳǸ⡣
ʺǺЦ޹ԽԽΣˡ
ᵽҳŸʡҵģ
174

ʾĿûشҵ⡣
ôˣ˱סʡ
ƺЩʲôһڡҪʲô
...ҪʲôеҶˣʵûرȱʲô
һЦ̡ʲôϵ
...ˡʲô
...ѵ֮ȱʲôסҵʵ
ȱʲôɻĿŸ...
ֽҪ𣿡һĨ΢Ц...
ʲôתֻĿң漴ͷ
ӸЦ˳룿
ٵͷ㱧
ǺáɣЦ˵
ʵϡԷڡû뵽ʻӦѹϧҽû׼ֻܸ˵
ţЦӦһ
ȷ֮ҴӸŲȵߵҡ
ϴˣϴϵζҴ˯ʱѬǺŨ治֪ǵĴǲ⡣·Աߵ̴ٳͷڷŵԱߡͷֱ˦ͷͷŪ̵֮ϴ塣
ʱվʡôһ𣿡
ЦֲҡϴζЦԭΪľ£֪ˣͿ׽Ūʡ
ͻȻ˹ȥֱӷסҵ...òŷſҶһ仰˵̤衣
ϴ裬ˮƫͷŸʡûôĳûãȴ˹ϸС
²㣡ļǻǻ飬֮ǰ˻ӻšڳ˽ҲвȨ֧·ӦҲĬչʽִ˵
˻лƣŹǡûԺ󻹵ÿ򽻵ͻȻʱڻߵˡȥһ飬ոڻĿӣһŮװǸ˵˼ϸ壬о̫ӡ
ü㿴õ
Ʋ˸һۡҿɲٱơŴˤͬһȺ˵ϣʵ˾ᷳѾź׼ǵ߹أվô󳼴ߴٻ뿪
̡㲻ţ֡
ĿʵĻô鷳ټǰ׳ˡ
ưոݵġҵͷ
̾˿Ρ˵ңҪȻҲҲû취
Щˡסҵ֡

ϣɫ΢ſʱѾߡӴʱ֣һɫﰵЦʻ˵ûⲻˡ
޹ңǰеĲӡ߽󣬸̧ͷһۡˣ
šӦ̧֮¶ϵĻʲô
...ʧЦŷһͱĽϡ
ϣϣվе
ôܻˣҾȵ븸ʶԿ
ô죿ʸʡ
ʿ޹šܻġ
175

ıƿˣ֮ãܿ˽
丨ڣҲ˸Ц˵
ͷ֪
һƣ㸸ģ
ս˫ȭȰŸϡĻԲ
תغŵͬʱʴ˳...
...ףԾĿŸʡһȫɫ...丨
ҡɫ䣬ֱֱĿࡣ
㣡Ÿʡ...ò...
ġҵáʵȻ˵
һ𣿡ѹֵʡ
ǰʦӦ͸߹˲𣿡ʱɢһѹ
Ц΢̫ȥˣû뵽ǾϲڻϵߡʦԤԹӦˡ
ΣʲмĿࡣ
ΣǸӣô˻ϡɫס
סŭһʲôõģ
...ָŸ˵
̾˿ֹʡ...ҡҡͷ
ߵҵߣҵͷϡ̸˵껰߽ҡ
ðŻơʲô˲ѡΪƫƫѡ
Ϊϲ˱á˵
౬ŭʲôв˱ãƣĸסʲô˲ôѡԼĸףһ֪ˣ㣡
ҵȻ˵빬֪Żæ빬
ʲô˼Щ𾪵Ŀҡ
ǰ˵Ҵ...ΪŻָݻع¶棬...֪һᷢ֡...Ӧ˵֪ˡ
ɴ˫ۡǣͻɹ丨̫ʡû뵽Ȼ...ƣ˲ĻǼ㡣ɻ˲𣿡˵
ˣܻĻͻˡദ̫ãѾ벻ˣôܻỻˡ
ơ㸸...ſȰҡ
ҴĻ࣬ʦ߸ᰮԼĺӣҲСʱԽ̵Ҷ飬Ǹ...
......𣿡Ŀҡ
̾˿ܷţҺο಻֡...븨һҾҺҸ
Ҹ˺ü
վߵߡʵ...Ҳñ㡣ٲþͻصݣ...Ͱҿ𣿡
...೤̾һز...Ҵɡ
۵һ̲סЦ˳ǡ֪֪
λ˰ɣһп˵ı顣
ҡͷزݺ븨ȸزһе֣һлԸ˵
ҧ.........ҵĶ֡
ƾ㣿ʴ˳
ֹ̧ˡȥһ˭Ӳ·̫ӻڻʳڡ
ڻʹǰ·̫ӡͻȻô˵
裡һ鷳ҵ࣬ӹ﷭ҩ뿪ʹ
СôҳԶٷ
תͷԸ׼˽ʦͻЩǮ
ˣʳ
丨
Ƿʾʹգü
òٺġЩǮԼ˵
§סҵ׬ɣ
...ϵ֣˵
176

ʴߺҩ࣬˽Ӵ·̫ӵĴ󳼡
·Щˣʱ뿪豭ʵ
󳼵ͷ·̫ϣϡ
ý·ĹƸޣʵ
һ΢ң
...ﲻˡ֪ߴŵǸλΪβϱ
΢Ȼ֪̫Ӵλ֤ݣ󳼹ڵϣ˵
ֳסͷ޸죬·̫ӻڻʳǣ޾Ϳͷ
...΢ּΨΨŵŵӦš
֡ȥɣ

ԭΪʺܿͻعû뵽һľһ졣ۣȥȴ֪µĵصôߣеЩΡڵصʱҾӦҪ󸸻ʴһˣڲŲɵһվڵصԡ
˻޹ұ۾Ū٣óһʱû٣ָЩ衣ϦѪҳ̾˿...
ݶϵİΪβ´ȥ
̧ۡ㲻̲ס̾Ϣ...
ʦԤԸʻᰮԼĺӣ游ӦòᴦĻǵųʣӦҲʹɱ֣Ĩȥļλߣ»һˡǰʦҲĸԶңҶ顢̫̫ҵ塣ѡ빬ܻʱΣա
һݶ
ǰˡֻ...ЩǱ
ˣĲ٣ôʵ
ҵߡ...˵껰ֽıסҡϣ뿪㡣
΢΢һЦΪʲô໹޷ܣǣıȶˣ̲סЦˣҺʱˡ
ǿܡʽͷҵļϡΪǲһ𡣡
ԻˡȻѾһˣͱΪ˶ıҡڲ
̧ҵͷᣡ˵סҡ
סʵ˱촽˵㡢Ϻο...
ЦǴŰɣ
Ըߵ...߷һѵӣϱѵĺӱ˿СĬǵӵĵŸշСߡ治̭ϲøСĬιʳˡһ룬һߵǰ򿪺ӣŵɫҺĿտǣѻû
űʡѷˣ
ҼǲȫСĬˡСĬĶӣԵĶıСĬˡ
˸ӣٰóŵϴڡСĬԽԽˡѾܲˡ
ִӺ汧סҡܰϧߵĶ
롸Ҳᰮϧġһھ;Լô˵...е֡
Цűҡ
ùţҿٵϴɾ˻صϢ
㣬ҿڸĲŪңˬһһʱֽͣӹʵľƱͷеľơһ˿ӵ㣬ﲻ漴θ׵ů㡣
ϲ𣿡Ҷʵ
[۾˭ľƣ䲻ŨƷ
µׯ԰һƬ֣ĹѸߣƽ¾ע׾ƣͳ˴˾ơٵһҡ
ȹⱭеľƣҽƱ쵽ǰ桸ƽʲô
ơʵþƣõƬӸҡ
ҧӣҿڡ´ΰҴǰԵĵġþûĵˣ
á...ԼҵϷٻѾߡƽ˵
ƲͷҲԼҵ£ûʸ񿿽ڵȥĸǶ밲ʱҲڡ
ٻôֵᷢġҵͷ
ЦǾ֡Ӧ֪Լҹʲôˡ
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Լҵ͸ϵϢľٶڹʱôѰȴ쳣鷳츸ѵҵĸǶվڹץҵ̸Ｑ÷šڸĺŲ裬ĸֽŵ븸̸нȫǹ򸾡
ʵ·Ҹû鷿ˡ
ǰߵõߡ廹ûãƽձ̫ۡ
ǣʡùɵͷͷ
ߵߣͷϱ̫ÿ쳭д𾭣
õͷվĸߡ
߳⣬ҿһ۵Ȼʵÿɺã
ϻ̫ʵĸ
¾͸٣æġ˵껰Ҹڸ뿪
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ڻͣ½Ųȥüûȥˣ֪һû
ҵļһסԺȥ
æӴЩѵūŲμ̫ʡϡ
ֽôˣ
ġūŵ޴󰭣
ްվվȵôܻްҿųڶϢ졣
...ͷ
䡸Ϲ˵ϴ̫Ķ࣬һ֮ڶ
뿪סĵط̧ͷŸԴҿʡô
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ֹסЦıŸʵֱۡ...á㻹ǽǴزݣЩջǡ
ֻӣ󲽵ʼӵС̣˼ҵ˰һ㡣
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ȻվȺѶԽҪŻػʳ֮¸еԡʿվıֱΨʱʱȻתߵĺˣʿȻĵһӡҲˣȻڱ߹أøȱ˸ŬֻڣҪһоʿػʳͻܾȻˡ
ˣϲ˵˸ӡٹվҪػʳˣʱɱڻǰԼ䡣һ׽ϸߵľ˺ߵȻߣı
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һʣȻκοڵĻᣬֱӽһľøȻԽ
ȻӹСĵ뻳׽ΪʲôҪš
ķԸšλȥǻϺȥ̽ճĺӣ޹أ𣿡
ˡʧ񣬵δ...Ȼʵڲ׽˼ղϲľǴӺε֪Լ˶ӵ¡
Ȼһֻ̫ۡ࣬Ҫǵûȥǻϵּ⡣ˣȥʰ뿪
ǣȻԹԵЩűߣֻ֪ȥֻ̽ǸڣĶҪ¡
ûã˶ּ֪Ȼȥ£Ľۺ˸ǲ٣Ҳ˱˶ȻĿ̰ӡ󡰻ߵĺˡ

΢μϣ꣡鷿ȻĹ򰲡
ƽ̱ȻԼĻصʹصۻʵߡ
Ȼ̧ͷľվһԵĳӹĿǹУûж˵Щʲôת͵۵Ȼײûиı٣۽ȴεͶ֮ϳɡ
ȻǽԽģʻ˼˿ŭ
Ȼæ¡ǣ΢˴Է֮̽ý֮͸¶κ֪
...һ·˪ȻظϢ۵ֱƽʱƽȵ
һסȻֱ۽űūŸˡ˵껰Ȼߴ뿪
Ż...Ȼֹ
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𣿹ߴмûҩʱ⡣ЩΡҲ֪Խĸ»ϲô׾ͷǣϵĹԱŬƲϵԽҲǶĶصĲأ±Ͻȥʻ
ȻһʡԽʱ᣿
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Ȼֱָϵİ̺ۡ...ǾͺãһҲܷڱ߹ء
ҿɲ˵ĲãЩ̫죬ܱӡæο
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߳ʹȻͷŻʹĴıӰЩ...ûǸˣԼҲһΪ̫࣬һֻڹĶҲȥˡ뵽ˣȻЩ...Լһ·
ߵۡȻпǰʦīĹϵԼĸͱݺȢӡڻʹиõػۣԼڱ߹...
ܱźӭӡ
Ȼ۾һСЩʡȡˣĺӣ̳Ѫĺӡ
δȡϲĿ⿴Ȼ
ͽоĽȻۿָӤ
ܿȻӣοΪԼ໳̥ǵõرˣתͷԸվһԵѾȥ֪ͨһ
ϴекš
Ȼó͵ĶˡԽܣȻֻΡ
ȻĻ¶ҸЦݡᣬ߹ط˪ࡣ
ôᣬΪ...ϣһжֵáȻ૵˵


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һȺŮ̫æŲ԰ͤӡտ̵ãʹѲܹܹ̫ѯʲõ飬Ͼ˶ף̫׻˼ˡ
ΡܹҶŵѯʡҶͬѵ̫࣬һͬʱĻʺѡȥźţҲڳײʱæ˵ó뱻̴³ӳʺĹʱųص`ĸ𷣵ҲҲ˳ӣȻҶЩ̷ǳڳƼҶΪܹʱ۶˵ͷҶܹܵ
ЩεĿҶҶѾܹܲ跲ѯҵ
ҶЦҲǲ֪ϵƢοսһξᣬ˲˭Ҳ𡣡
ӹӣϸĿ˿һ̧ͷûЩҶҪע⼸λλǧҪڵһƫ˵㣬ǿɲĹ㡣ƽϵĿǼλϿûٳԿͷ
סҶӹӣ̾һ̫˭뵱ܹܣҶܹܵλһҲȡҶ̵ܷĶӣһЩ󡣿Ҷڵ۲׽ĥˡ
ôˣҶơ
Ҷ̲סڡϵһֱ˵׽ĥ
Цˡϴǰԣλӣλûʵۡ
Ҷǰ̵ĶӣЩɬĵͷǣҶãΪӵԵʣδйһֱˣҶȻص`ĸܹܹߣʶӡҶļڵǻõһλһֱҺ̫ʵ֮ƣڶӲ̫ϵĻӡһʼ˶㻹ɣӳ̫ӺһУ˼ʶ̫ʶ۵εĳ谮Ҷų治ƽԼǰǻʺĻӣ̫ȴһˡֻҪ£̫ʴδ˵ǵ߸еҲһǻλ̫Ҳһ͸δڵӡ
Ҳûȥˣô鷳ˡҶ
Ҷæ
ųıӰҶĿɬӵŨܹܵλӣԼÿ졣һ꣬ȴҲ۵˼ˮҲ׼ãҪæšǰĶӣĶЩģֻҪݻķŵӵǰࡣ뵽ˣҶСĵĲá

ҹˡ۵ԶĵطţǵĻȶ۶Խ൱⡣ͷҶ¶һĵЦݡ
ص޹Ҷͣ½Ų߽档޹Ѿ׼ˮߵԣٵİϵ·ٽ۹ڽ
˱͵۵ǰϣЩѾơ
۽ӹ裬һںֵݻȥɣҲˡ
ǣ񣬽ӷŻز輸ϣתߵűߵȳźáȻһͬһ񣬰˳޹ϴš
Ҷæӭȥˡ
üܹҲˡϺյ硣
ҡҶæҡͷٶ˶Ĭߵ˵ų
ԲҶǫ顣ƺûοӣտɵŷȥʡ
Աû۾޹Ĵ...
ʲôⶥһ¡
ԳԵЦ˼׼ҩŸϣȫ֡
һۡˣϲ֡
ϷԸġЦ˵꣬ǻȥ׼²ûϳ
ϵͷҹˣҲܹܹЪϢһȥɣ
̧Ҷʾ⣬뿪ҶһȺ̫źۡʵ˶֪ЪϢ󣬾ͲҪź򣬵ˣҶֻ̫ܹԹԵҹ
ϴɾڴϢȫ۵Ӱӡţ۸ʱע⵽۵ľһɫӡӡǺۣǳȷ
ǵõһηǺʱ·ĵãԼȻȴûʱȷϡĺۼҲӡԼϹ·Ļǡ뵽ˣһģæ´ľŻһߵǰ˱ˮѹζ
ЩᣬԼ䲻ۣ£۴δ˵ʲôȻóߡΪΪ...۲ϲºۼϰ߳źжʮһ꣬δ̹ԡ۵ǻҲٽ޹ҡΪΪһˣһڲϲºۼˡΪڻʹȥģһ书ǿĽʿϵЩǺǵģλֺŵĹ뵽˳͸ףš...ϣһҪҸ

...дñȽ˳֣ÿ̫ࡣ

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6⡡͵ƪ 


£ͷɴñӡŸ˶ĵطȥ 

ʸ̲סڡյʲôģ 

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סҡ̣˵޹ءǴ 

Щ顸Щ£һ˱ȽϺáҳϽմӦʳʵǱ⡣ 

εĿҡҪȥģ 

ȥ֡¶һЦ 

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һӻʹķŽӵ˻ſڡæӭȥ 

ŴˡΪ׵ǰк 

˽ӣһԵǴкԭֹӡ 

ֵӽŵĿڡŴˣеɿˣ 

⡭Ҳۡ 

ֵӿֱʡŴˣСı轫˻ؼ磬æͨͨݣǻȱʲôҲСģò롣 

ĥһµ˵⡭ˡ 

һӳסֱ¡ЩϱˡǴǰˣˣҲչ涨ǮΪʲôɡ 

Աߵʿϼסڵӡܺĵط 

šҵ߸ʣһǰ 

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˵˵ûֻûȻˣɸǡ 

ϳҵɫ䣬æĹ¡ǣ΢ּһڣڳȫ 

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һ·˺ϵƤ׼ 

ҽͷϵɴñһԣ׼õƤϣЩ˵°ˡֻһˡ 

ЦҡͷȻزݣְѱ 

ȻЩίҲڲȽϰȫϽѱ˷֡ңҲ볢²ˣҹԹԵĸŸʻزݡ 

˲ݣʵӡСأϴһСڲ֪ôˡ 

ջؽŲתĵطߡæϡ 

ݵĺͷľȴϴָ̡Ž䡸Ƕ 

ƹüѵľҿľͷɵᣬֻʣһֻ˵Ҳһٹš 

ǰЩᣬֻʽ͵ 

˵ͷ˵ߡֵĲҲԲˡһСƬ԰ӳԵ߰㣬ղ˼ĲˡϴڻķϹ￴÷˲ٹӣԲ÷ӾơЩڴ 

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ҵ˸һۡȻ֪óľƶЩϾƣȻŨ㣬ȴ¾е 

׼ˡ¶ȻЦݣʾҸϲݵĶ¥˶¥ʴšȽȥ 

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»Ǿ񣿡ֻסҡ 

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7 ÷ƪ

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վһԣϵ÷䣬٩ôãϵʿ֪ˣһᴷض㡢̾˷ѡ
ҲΪĿŸʡǵݣܲи书˵ֻڴ̻Ǵ̿ʱõϡ
ҵ˼һЦݡ
һɶѵ÷Ӿۼڲϣ𲼵ĸǰϡһ鲼Լϰٿŵ÷ӣһʮ鲼ȥ̫÷ӣſƳ̳÷ơ
ʰҽ÷Ӱᵽˮԣø뽫޳ϴ֮ٽ÷÷ֿŵ¨ɡ
û뵽㻹ƾơ²Ķҵԡ
ﲻͣüƸʡæ͸÷һ÷ƣΪʴǰڵصĲУбƾƵСӡСʱģܻóԺܺԼľơ
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һЦ̵ࡸ㡭ôͳ˾ƹ
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ߣͷϡȥCǱѲһѲй𻨡̡˾ͺˡ
ԽԽ̰ˡͣϵĹҵաϲɽǸطɾûҪĻݡ
룬̾˿֪ˣҲ޷ˣʹΣҲýܡ
û˵ʲôֻǽʰãһ¡߰ɣҪҹ𣿡
šҸŸվӡ
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תͷŵݸҡ̣Ϣ
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ʱסҡɵϣһͲһЩ㻹ȽϰȫǰЩʮҲ
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8 ͽƪ


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߽ң˿ﱧסʵ૵˵Ѿҵͽˡ
ʷرסҡȻ֪̫ܣϣһεĹʦ֪񡣡
̾˿ˡ֪ʲô˻ˣֻҪþˣҪ󲻶ࡣ
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磬ȵ̫ڴϣкһ˿΢硣졭ĺȣϣһ꣬ͻˬЩ̫ǲͣ鷿ϣϸմľˮϧ鷿Ȼޱȣֻһϰķһۡ
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һԶҵĶ̾˵ԽԽˡԺ»ˡ
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9 Ӱ˫ƪ


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10 Ӱ˫ƪ

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